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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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Hi

How are you?

I'm okay

We need to do something about Bugs' drinking

(Sigh) I know

Should we do an intervention?

No that never seems to work with him

Okay, hopefully he gets better

Okay, bye


I'm sorry I stress you out, sorry I drag you down

Tryna do my best, to get better while I have you Mom

You've always been there

Through the light and the darkness, when I'm scared

You've always answered my calls and my texts

Found a way to calm me down, you're the best

I'm terrified of the day, when you pass away

I know I'm gonna fall apart, and that's okay

I got a little boy now, who loves me and needs me

I hope I can get sober, before he sees me

As an alcoholic father who chose alcohol

Over being present for him, always mad as all

Get out, get out demons, I don't need you

Go possess someone else, I won't feed you

Anymore, this is the hardest fight I've fought in

To everyone I didn't mention, don't worry, I got this


I'm tryna get sober

Fighting this addiction

Tryna be a soldier

Is my conviction

Enough?

Am I tough

Enough to fuck these demons over

I won't give up till I'm clean and sober


Beads of condensation pour out I'm freakin

Skin is crawling hallucination, I'm tweakin

Vomitus excursions purging the darkness

Tears for a sober day lurking the hardest

Got no one at home, got all this alone

Never been loved, never been prone

To meeting anyone, in this alcoholic zone

Torturing my mind, for a queen on the throne

Sometimes I wish I could've given moms grandchildren

And continue the cycle passing on these demons?

I'm screaming in my mind and my dreams man

Wish upon no stars until I get that freedom

Friends come and go family is forever

The tether can be stretched but never snaps ever

Bob and weave duck punch never give up

No retreat no surrender time to be life's contender


I'm tryna get sober

Fighting this addiction

Tryna be a soldier

Is my conviction

Enough?

Am I tough

Enough to fuck these demons over

I won't give up till I'm clean and sober


Get sober, stay sober, it's a mental makeover

Don't let it take over, you gone have to toke total

Control over your life, I trade a vice for a vice

Music instead of white, fucking up my life

Now I gotta live my life better and I know

How to make better choices as I go just to grow

And I don't ever wanna do that shit again

I'm even skeptical when it comes to medicine

Cuz in my family, addiction is a sickness

It's hard enough to see it, but it's worse when you gotta live it

So instead of getting drunk or high, do something productive

Make some music, draw a picture, it's better than the ruckus

And if you catch yourself, trying to relapse

Just relax, take a deep breath, and think about the past

Then think about the future, think about the ones you love

And how it will affect them, it's not worth getting fucked up

I'm tryna get sober

Fighting this addiction

Tryna be a soldier

Is my conviction

Enough?

Am I tough

Enough to fuck these demons over

I won't give up till I'm clean and sober

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