trapped Lyrics

Promise I'm not mad at you,

But when you ask me if I'm happy my new path is skewed

Intuition turns to forced reaction, so how could that be true?

And if you really wanna break it down I'm only --

But I thought I wanted in

It gets me angry when I can't enjoy my time with this

But the panic closes in

I'm staring at my phone at the table, why can't I hold it in?

I'm so much more than this

I'm so much --

I've been stuck in this cycle

Everyday I feel trapped

I've been stuck in this cycle

Everyday I feel trapped

The world had took it all away from me and won't give it back

I went and sharpened every tool I had, but wonder what lacks

Sometimes I wish this shit was do or die cause I can't relax

But it's not like that

I wanna do this shit forever, but I can't hope for that

I wanna do this shit forever, I'm tryna cope with that

I put this off another day til' it became a week

I choose to scoff, inside I'm pained, inside I still feel weak

It's nine o clock, my speech is off, my bedroom walls still creak

My aim is off, my anger caused by such a minor tweak

I got so fucking frustrated I had to go to sleep

Some days I wish I could spare myself from this hopeless feeling

Like fuck my jaded heart

Maybe there's no hope in healing

Then I feel it in my gut

The tension between us

I think I'm smoking too much

Or maybe just not enough

Either way I'm tired as fuck

Cause I can't lay down in your arms

Cause I'm so overstimulated

I keep on pushing, I'm stuck

maybe it's just not enough

Maybe it's only because --

I've been stuck in this cycle

Everyday I feel trapped

I've been stuck in this cycle

Everyday I feel trapped

The world had took it all away from me and won't give it back

I went and sharpened every tool I had, but wonder what lacks