Next To Me ft. Caleb Lackey, Sarah Smith & Jordan Desuyo Lyrics

There's a hole in my heart, that I just can't fill

My cup runneth over and begins to spill

I've had too much to drink, and I've swallowed the pills

Trying to forget how much I miss you still

When the world was big and scary, you shrank it down to size

You told me I'm your best friend as you looked me in the eyes

I'm searching for some closure, something I don't think I'll find

Waiting for the day that I can leave the past behind

Until I see your face again

I'll keep trying to pretend

That things are just the way they used to be

When you were sitting here right next to me

I wish you got to see me as the man that I've become

All your little lessons surely haven't come undone

I've learned to live without, all the things you would have shunned

I've learned to face my problems, no more choosing just to run

Until I see your face again

I'll keep trying to pretend

That things are just the way they used to be

When you were sitting here right next to me

I'm taking care of Mom, and your daughter's doing fine

I know that we all wish, that we had a bit more time

Your memory lives on inside this crazy heart of mine

Man can't understand the hidden plans of the divine

Until I see your face again

I'll keep trying to pretend

That things are just the way they used to be

When you were sitting here right next to me

I miss you, Dad

So god damn bad

I'll carry on, cause I know deep down, you're so proud.