Living Not Surviving Lyrics

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is what from the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

Riding, just another day driving My spirit been sliding

Just been surviving the world too violent There's too much lying

I see the road trying to make a change But I keep getting in my own way

Wishing I'd just float away Seems like there's just no way

Feel like I should throw away What I've been feeling today

Maybe I should start from scratch But why would you go do that

Repeating the same rough path Spent my life in the hole

When will I step right up to bat My mind just went up up away

Trying to brace before the crash Demons trying to bring me down but

Best believe I'm back, ayy Bustin' out every track, okay

Gotta pick up the slack today Hey baby girl I'm home now

I got you this one fat bouquet

You deserve one every day All this love in every way

I'm used to being led astray But with you I can tell the difference

Got me tripping, stumbling Girl this love be hitting

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is what from the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

And I'll be on the go again Hitting this road again, dawg

No deals with the serpent I be saying hell nah

Look, and I'ma keep it G They spreading more lies

So when you gon' see

Get out the cave I can't believe In my dreams attacking me

Turn my sleep to battle scenes Staying strong for my family

Been learning the prophecies Look what the world we living now

All this witchcraft blasphemy The devil moving nastily

I'm thankful because God said My soul he cannot have from me

God's breath in me actually Helped me make this masterpiece

I be speaking to him on public Almighty God put no one else above him

You watched over me my whole life even though I'm not worthy

No more days of hurting All my life was searching

For a higher purpose Call me to your word and

I'ma put the work in Oh Lord, I'ma put the work in

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is what from the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

Here we go

Wrote this third verse one day When I was in the dirt, okay

I know you might be hurt today I know it's probably everyday

Please you know I care Everybody's in my prayers

In the dark I know you're scared Yeah, but nobody is perfect

I'm certain you're worth it God gave you a purpose

Why you think these demons Coming out and lurking

I would see some strange things You can call them nightmares

You can call them night terrors But me, I call them warnings

Before my dreams were haunting It would happen way too often

Stopped me making this music Tape my heart right up with caution

Tough, rethinking had me Weighing out my options

Of course I could just quit right now But how could I just spit that out

If this my story, I have to tell it Jesus saved me, I'ma have to yell it out

Do it, gotta spell it out C-E-Double hockey sticks

It's obvious old sins would have me locked in this

Never thought I would get out of it Fill me with your grace

God, I need all of it

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is what from the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end