May 29th Lyrics

Try not to fall back into hate

I know you saw me at my worst

Stumble on all my regrets

Just to end up on the floor

You always thought of me as less

I always went for your attention

You left me in reversed direction

But I was always second best

I was always second best

I'm tired of running from my fears

Avoiding all the ones I love

I will see myself in the mirror

And to myself, I will come clean

I know it's hard for you it's hard for me too

It's a mess I wish I never dragged you through

It's a mess I wish I never dragged you through

So if I give up my self hatred

Will I be driven to succeed

Do I write for validation

So that you can welcome me

If I prevail through all this sorrow

And my body wakes tomorrow

I'll make a better day, a better life, so that you can see

I'm worth my weight in bullshit

I now know who I am

I'm worth my weight in bullshit

I will apologize, for my indecision if I should be alive