i should be falling out of love Lyrics

Now it's been weeks since we spoke

I still don't know just what I'm looking for

And when it rains it really pours

I think of you and feel it more

Would you believe me if I said that I'm the one trying my best?

I rot alone up in my bed

And think of things I should have said

I should be falling out of love

But baby my heart's not had enough

But baby he's just not giving up

I shouldn't have given you that ultimatum

Dirty smoke still fills my lungs

It hurts me less now that your gone

You lit the flame to watch it burn

I just saw your smoking gun

I just saw your smoking gun

I don't wanna live with everything I've done

I hate that I'm the one

That makes you anxious all the time

Feels like pins and needles in your spine

Feels like you're the only one that's trying

(Feels like I'm dying baby I'm trying)

Would you believe me if I said that I'm the one trying my best?

I rot alone up in my bed

And think of things I should have said

I should be falling out of love

But baby my heart's not had enough

But baby he's just not giving up

I shouldn't have given you that ultimatum

Dirty smoke still fills my lungs

It hurts me less now that your gone

You lit the flame to watch it burn

I just saw your smoking gun