Hell Lyrics

I'm out of touch

And that's not enough

You can't relate to me

I don't show enough vulnerability

Living in a palace

Filled with souvenirs from my nightmares

Can it ever really compare?

They could never tell my story

Shit's been bad

But life's our greatest teacher

Seen death so many times

You'd think I'm f***ing the grim reaper

Or I could even be her

Wanna keep trying, said I'd never quit

But all these pill bottles are making me sick

I'm hurting but I think I hide it well

If you wanna get to heaven

First you gotta go through hell

First you gotta go through hell

If you wanna get to heaven

First you gotta go through hell

First you gotta go through hell

If you wanna get to heaven

First you gotta go through

Gotta figure it out

I'm laced with doubt

But I don't have a choice

It's taking my voice

Taking everything I have

And nobody can understand

No one has this in their plans

I could pray but I'd rather not

After all this I got trust issues with god

And now I'm feeling like I'm

Chained to the bedside

Of a dying dream

Everything is always

So much more than it seems

But first you gotta go through hell

First you gotta go through hell

If you wanna get to heaven

First you gotta go through hell

I'll let go

But I'll never be the same

I'll bury the old me with your memory

I'll let go

But I'll never be the same

I'll bury the old me with your memory

I'll bury the old me with your memory