Misery is Haunting Lyrics

Dear Diary

Another day I spend spinning about the past

I thought I was done being delusional

I wish I knew how to forgive without forgetting

When you've been gaslit as long as I have

It's no wonder you don't trust yourself

Hey

I try to tell myself that it's over

But I can't shake these feelings of doubt

Keep telling myself that it's for the best

But it's like my heart can't forget

You probably assume I'm over the gloom

Wouldn't wish this pain on anybody but you

You played me a fool, so shame on you

I'm learning that there's nothing left to hold on to

Can't keep living in misery

Finally doing what's best for me

Now you're someone I can't rid myself of

Get out of my life, this can't be love

Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining

They probably find your breakdown entertaining

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone

Creeping in so sudden

God, please just let me go

But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby

Baby

I try to tell myself that it's over

But I can't shake these feelings of doubt

Keep telling myself that it's for the best

But it's like my heart can't forget

Gas fills the room, intoxicated by fumes

Couldn't see when you were always clouding the view

Your blade cuts into me right on queue

No winning when there's always someone changing what's true

Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining

They probably find your breakdown entertaining

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone

Creeping in so sudden

God, please just let me go

But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby

Baby

Leave me the fuck alone

I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls

Leave me the fuck alone

I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls

Leave me the fuck alone

I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone

Creeping in so sudden

God, please just let me go

But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby

Baby

I try to tell myself that it's over

But I can't shake these feelings of doubt

Keep telling myself that it's for the best

But it's like my heart can't forget

Anyway, I guess that's all for today

I just hope nobody ever finds this

P.S next time someone tries to gaslight you

Burn their fucking house down