i tried Lyrics

I tried

A thousand times

To read your mind

Can't decide

Sacrifice

Give my life

Just let it take time

Just let it take time

I could never live with you

I don't wanna die alone

Almost had a kid with you

I knew that the time was wrong

Maybe if I get a blessing in the future

By the the time it happens

I might look at you and see medusa

Had to send you packing oh

Always play the blame game

Victim and abuser

Listen to the same thing

Tell me who the shooter

When I'm taking all the hits

But I'm so afraid to lose her

I might end up on a wanted list

Sitting in a cruiser

You driving me crazy

Crash test dummy

I ain't worried bout my safety

How I'm unlucky

You told me I could trust you

Looking like a puppy

With your big brown eyes

Should have knew

I saw it coming

Commit a homicide before I did you wrong

Sipping on that high proof

Smoking that strong

But I been on the grind

You know how I go off

Now it's do or die so

I tried

A thousand times

To read your mind

Can't decide

Sacrifice

Give my life

Just let it take time

Just let it take time

My biggest issue was you love me too much

Never made me wear a glove when we touch

Want a baby why you in such a rush

Trying to blame me when we argue and such

That I ain't want to grow up

Want to tell you that my plan to blow up

Wasn't part of your future

I see it's choking you up

Thinking maybe I don't love you enough

Then I joke about a stroller and bluff

Playing cards with you

While we picking baby names

Still strong but I wish it could have stayed the same

Movie marathon laying on lazy on a day

Trying to keep you calm while we playing games

Cooking up spaghetti with the bolognese

Lifting up this weight I see my shoulder gains

Need myself a bag

I was working with scraps

I would still find my hustle

I was just breaking my back

I would pull every muscle and

You know that's it's a fact

Making sure my money double

Just forget about my past

I tried

A thousand times

To read your mind

Can't decide

Sacrifice

Give my life

Just let it take time

Just let it take time