Where Does Your Soul Go? Lyrics

I just keep feeling challenged

I keep having to start over

And if it's not that I keep getting dealt a bad one

I'm smacked with sum over and over

Am I cursed or is a testament to all I can achieve

Chills down my spine when I'm caught in my mind

I'm at my tails end, a tale as old as time

Feels like deaths on my tail like he spun the block twice

Does my blood still run cold if my healths on thin ice

Will I get frostbite

From the snowball effects of my spiraling life

If death's tailgating me then I guess I'll jackknife

I tried trucking through but I spun out on ice

And I tried

And I tried

And I tried

I tried to fight

And I tried

And I tried

And I tried

Tried to stay alive

Momma said I was born fighting to breathe

And I shoulda been gone by time I was three

And Black men die by 25 statistically

Might be the source of my anxiety

How ironic is time

I fought to survive but got caught by surprise

Guess my mom didn't lie

But my heart was aligned with what I thought was right

Is God giving signs I do not deserve life

No bible could restore my faith

I don't ever smoke or drank

Yet I'm folding over in pain

I hope it'll go away

I know that you know the way

But Provide bro with some Novocain

In a high dose cuz you know this things

Like a tidal in the frozen rain

And I tried

And I tried

And I tried

I tried to fight

And I tried

And I tried

And I tried

Tried to stay alive