Every Night I Die Again Lyrics

I stepped into the shadows, with nowhere left to hide

A year of sifting through the pain, no peace I could find

Each session brought the memories I'd buried deep inside

Questions turned to answers, but the truth cut like a knife

I died again, buried alive

Every night I die again, haunted by the past I see

The shadows creepin' closer, and there's no escaping me

Each time I close my eyes, I'm back where it began

Lost inside the darkness of a past I couldn't stand

The faces in my nightmares weren't whispers, they were screams

So vivid and so real, tearing through my fragile seams

The nights felt never-ending, caught between the dark and light

It was hard to tell what's real when I woke up from the night

I died again, buried alive

Every night I die again, haunted by the past I see

The shadows creepin' closer, and there's no escaping me

Each time I close my eyes, I'm back where it began

Lost inside the darkness of a past I couldn't stand

But after years of endless storms, the clouds began to part

The battles I had fought alone, slowly healing up my heart

I found a way to breathe again, to sleep throughout the night

No longer scared to close my eyes, I made it through alright

I'm piecing back together all the parts I thought were gone

The brokenness I carried didn't break me all along

The nights that tried to take me couldn't hold me in their bind

I found a strength I never knew, the peace I fought to find

Every night I die again, but now I see the light ahead

The shadows that once chased me now don't follow me to bed

Each time I close my eyes, it's not as dark as it has been

A story of survival written deep beneath my skin

I died again

But now I rise

I died again

But I survived