It Aint Weak 2 Speak ft. KayTee Lyrics

Don't want to believe it, I'd rather tell myself I'm dreamin

I knew you hated this world, but not enough you would leave it

All those times I said I loved, and I got you, just know I'd mean it

Man, I haven't felt the same since the day that you stopped breathin

You was fightin' many demons, now you're an angel upstairs

I hate thinkin' that you thought that you had no one who cared

Cause you did, brother, we did, but there wasn't enough said

Guess there wasn't enough said

Fuck, this a message I'ma get out to the ment

My brothers, if you been strugglin', you don't need to pretend

The most stupid shit I've heard is they sayin' we can't vent

Cause we all have our past problems, could think of the past tense

I saw you two days prior, my brother, I don't understand

You seemed happier than usual, I thought you had a plan

This don't feel real, talkin' bout you in past tense

I guess a smile really can hide all the hurt that's in your head

Fuck, this shit is fucked up, pour another cup up

I know it ain't healthy, but I'm gettin' all drugged up

Tryin' not to choke, and I know it's not how you cope

This ain't a joke, but I'ma toke again, cunt I'm about to spark up

Tell em get fucked if they say I gotta be tougher

I just lost one of my homies, I was used to calling brother

I can't lie, man my head's been in the gutter

But I know that he ain't hurtin' no more cause he's with his mother

Forever 21 for you, I throw a two and one up

I think about you constantly, even more on the come up

When the sun's up i'm on come down

I start to wonder if the more I take, then the more my brain gets number

It ain't weak to speak, nah it ain't weak to speak

If you got no one to talk to, come and speak to me

It ain't weak to speak, nah it ain't weak to speak

We're all here for a purpose, man, you don't need to leave, come speak to me