Why Am I Like This? Lyrics

Can I make you laugh for real

Can I make you laugh for real

Every time I think I've closed the book

Another spine is in my hand

Why am I like this?

Why am I like this?

Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why am I like this?

God, why am I like this?

I'm chaos, untidy, I drive myself crazy

I'm lost in my brain and it's dark

Why can't I break through

Find peace, rise above you

I'm flames licking, heart kicking

Fast living, over thinking

Approach from the side

I pretend all the paths taken in my life

have led me here

but thats not true

I am having a terrible time

Flies in my sherry, water in my wine

No altercation, I apologise

How can I get smaller, look at what you taught her

Secret poetry, call centre desk

How can I respect myself less?

Laughing about nothing cos I can with you

I want to feel something I want to feel something new

Why am I like this?

God, why am I like this?

I'm chaos, untidy, I drive myself crazy

I'm lost in my brain and it's dark

Why can't I break through

Find peace, rise above you

I'm flames licking, heart kicking

Fast living, over thinking

Tell myself that I'm fine

The money in my pocket

Is burning a hole

I use it to keep away the cold

Dropping my jewellery into the drain

You don't understand no I'm perfectly sane

I don't want drama I don't need the pain

Here we go, here we go,

Here we go again

Why am I like this?

God, why am I like this?

I'm chaos, untidy, I drive myself crazy

I'm lost in my brain and it's dark

Why can't I break through

Find peace, rise above you

I'm flames licking, heart kicking

Fast living, over thinking