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This heartbreak is keeping me alive

At least I know I'm breathing when I cry

The times when I'm most anxious are thinking 'bout my rent

Or the morning after the bar, checking the money that I spent

So I'll sit here on my bedroom floor

And I'll wonder if you love me anymore

The only way I think I could fulfill your fantasy

Would be insisting that I love you, but I needed to be free

But you were faced with a woman who wouldn't leave

And in the end you had to discard me to preserve the dream

Cause the two cannot coexist

I screamed at her to grow a spine, she swung at me and missed

I probably should smoke a little less

And I should see if I remember how to try my best

I wanna write a book but I've got nothing to say

Just that the world seems like it might be getting worse every day

So I'll sit here on my bedroom floor

And I'll wonder if I could've loved you any more