i don't want to be here anymore Lyrics

My car won't start, I can't afford to fix it

I'll sing this song and post it somewhere

Pray to God that someone clicks

And here you are

While I've got you there's some shit I need to say

My father worked his whole damn life

Retired with his health

Within a year he died

And I can't say this shit out loud

But I'm kinda jealous he got out

'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore

Yeah I don't be here anymore

If sorrow shared is sorrow halved

Then tell me why this hurts so bad

My head's fucked up

I don't know how to fix it

Every day's an uphill battle

I've tried it all and nothing sticks

I try so hard to be a better me

But I'm not him today

When I asked you to be my wife

I invited you to hell

To spend your whole damn life

And I knew damn fucking well

That this is who I am

It's how I'll always be

And I can't say this shit out loud

But you'd be better off without me

'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore

Yeah I don't be here anymore

If sorrow shared is sorrow halved

Then tell me why this hurts so bad

'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore

Yeah I don't be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore