Ain't The Same Lyrics

Things ain't the same as they used to be

All of this pain in my brain is abusing me

Going insane on the daily, yeah it's got me crazy

But it's the only thing that I been feeling lately

Ion really know what to think no more

All I really know is to make these songs

It's the only thing that makes me feel at home

And not alone

All my insecurities on me like some security

But they sure ain't securing me, make me feel immaturely

Not the way it's supposed to be, demons hold me closely

Thought as you got older supposed to get better supposedly

All my demons pressin me, make me feel like I can't breathe

Fill me with anxiety, load my gun with .223's

If I cannot make you leave, then I'm gonna make you bleed

Kill these bad emotions figuratively and physically

How I think is hit or miss but lately it's been hitting me

Knocks me down way to ground and fills me up with misery

Stories coming back from the past to revisit me

Why does my brain make up things tryna get to me?

Things ain't the same as they used to be

All of this pain in my brain is abusing me

Going insane on the daily, yeah it's got me crazy

But it's the only thing that I been feeling lately

Ion really know what to think no more

All I really know is to make these songs

It's the only thing that makes me feel at home

And not alone

All the time I get to thinking that it's hopeless

On my mind a lot of things it's hard to focus

In my brain is like an ocean where I'm floating

Fall like rain, feel like I need some type of potion

To lift me up

Sometimes I be trippin I ain't kiddin' feel like giving up

But to what would that amount? Nothing not even an ounce

My head feels me up with doubts

My mind's against me not with me like it's tryna bring me down

I'm tired of doubting

Myself it's like I'm slipping while I'm climbing a mountain

Like Everest

My mind is such a pessimist

I'm tryna be like Optimus

And transform to an optimist

Making myself better what my option is