First things First Lyrics

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Nothin' been the same for me for a while now

Tryin' to relax and breathe but forgot how

Rummaging through laundry, I've been searching for my smile

Tryin' to earn the call, most dudes just flop now

Go to pity's party just to see how fun it is

Now I gotta stay in, dawg, like punished kids

Try to dress it up but it really just doesn't fit

Gotta shame the devil and just call it for what it is

Hand in my pocket, I'm just pullin' a bunch of lint

They was tryna get me to care, got none to give

Never been one to pretend nor fake smile

Feel like I'm one letter short of a breakdown

Flea market love, you can keep it, dawg, what are those

I'm just tryna boogie, I ain't talkin' bout snotty nose

Tryna push life to whatever the limit holds

Hard to find love when you diggin' through bitter souls

Uh, trouble in my way, face stained from dry tears

Prayer life android, the FaceTime's not there

Got the instructions but it's just not clear

Tell me to be still, I'm feelin' forgot here

Traumatizing memories proceeded from my peers

When I say watch the drip, I'm talkin' bout drop tears

Yeah, love hard, hurt harder, yeah, boy, I did it all

Saw them stick they foot out when I ran but I didn't fall

And if it ain't said to my face, I don't get involved

Always been a problem that these geniuses couldn't solve

Wanted what I had but they didn't want me

So when I fall back, they get mad and they suck teeth

Take some kind of vision to see beauty and ugly

But every time I glance, all I see is your buck teeth

Take me as I am but you want what I could be

And now you gettin' mad cause I ain't what I should be

I mean, yeah

The prophetic that I learned probably two days ago

And it changed my world

Here's the thing, Pastor, I was tryna ask God

Because some of my most lowest moments, right

I'll go through depression and frustration

And I'll get before somebody with a prophetic anointing

And they don't acknowledge that I'm hurtin

They skip over I'm hurtin' and broken and go right to

You gon' blow up

You know, you gon' do this, you gon' sell out

You gon' do this, and I got frustrated with God like

Yo, I don't even care about tomorrow, help me today

But the thing about the prophetic

The prophetic isn't about today

It's to secure your future

I know you wanna die today

So if I speak into your tomorrow, you'll show up

If I speak into your tomorrow

That means you have to be there when tomorrow happens