Lost in the Search Lyrics

I never seem to succeed on the first try

Maybe it's me I'm lost and don't know why

Failure chases failure disappointment aligns

No answers are found no solutions in signs

I search for the flame but it won't light

I look for return but it's out of sight

I seek it again but it stays in the night

It's embarrassing it feels like I'm small

It's depressing and it darkens it all

It makes my heart heavy like a darkened hall

I always fail right from the start

Maybe it's me tearing apart

Hope chases hope faith follows near

There's an expectation but nothing is clear

I search for the depth but it's shallow instead

I climb for the peak but it stays in my head

I reach for the rain but the sky is dead

It's disappointing it's draining my core

It's frustrating and it hurts even more

It leaves my heart empty like it's been torn

I always fail before it begins

Maybe it's me trapped in my sins

Excuses chase excuses thoughts fill the air

There's no truth to hold no honor to share

I search for belief but it's lost in the haze

I reach for trust but it slips through the days

I seek out the star but it hides its rays

It's embarrassing it feels like a fall

It's depressing and it darkens it all

It makes my heart heavy like a darkened hall

I always fail before it's done

Maybe it's me with no place to run

Excuses pile up thoughts become blurred

No truth to be found no honor deferred

I search for a halo but it's far out of sight

I seek for God but He hides in the night

I look for the one but she's lost in flight

It's disappointing it empties the soul

It's frustrating and takes a heavy toll

It leaves my heart hollow like a darkened hole