Oleka Lyrics

Time, give back what you have stolen

Surely you've had enough by now

And life, just stop so we can talk it out

Help me understand where you're always going

And know that I came back

But nobody was there

Moments passed

But no one stopped to stare

No one wondering why

Why I looked so scared

To find my life's outlived me

And I've forgotten what I thought I lost when I thought I'd lost it all

Kaleidoscopic visions my mind is a mirage

So take what you want, I won't notice until it's gone

Empty rooms with fissures, and traces of pictures on the walls

And I don't want to go back to find I haven't changed

Nothing lasts but I always stay the same

Only mountains to process, the counting of losses

Some intangible shame

Wondering how it came to be that you're not with me

Remembering the words we shared

Regretting what happened there

Reminding me how young we were

Forgetting

It's all a blur in time

Remembering the words we shared

Regretting what happened there

Reminding me how young we were

Forgetting

It's all a blur now

And I'll move on somehow

And I'll move on somehow

I've had a lot of time to let this spiral in my mind

Watched it calcify

Become a razor cutting down into the trauma fucking going round and round and round

If it's the truth that one should seek you might not like what you should find

And I will suffer til I die

Keep my head down

Kick me out

Keep my head down

Til I drown

Keep my head down

Kick me out

Keep my head down

Til I drown