Flowerboy Lyrics

These late nights are crazy I've been thinking about my past

Like I always got mad every time I came in last

Now they just lessons all I do is just laugh

Like I'm looking in the mirror and I ain't seeing nun special

My ambitions too strong so you know I gotta move

I was always just a dreamer I didn't know what to do

Use to watch the stars at night while inhaling the fumes

Now I'm making big steps watch me fly to the moon, hey

Can't afford to fall asleep

Ay

Ay

Cause my family gotta eat

Ay

Ay

They depending on me

So I'm taken everything but ya money on me

Ay

Ay

Can't afford to fall asleep

Ay

Ay

Cause my family gotta eat

Ay

Ay

They depending on me

So I'm taken everything but ya money on me

Lately, I've been struggling not moving to fine

And my biggest fear is happening I'm wasting my time

And writers block stops me from delivering ya'll rhymes

And the way I hate myself I know ain't good for my mind

I promise that I'm trying even though I'm in jail

Like forreal man I'm trapped in this mentalish hell

Like I'm happy for a second then my mind just rebels

I swear I prayed to god asking if he could help

So I waited

I didn't hear a thing I was jaded

I'm trying everything to keep myself from breakin

Meditation

Keeps all this anger from raisin

But I swear I will make it or I'm robbing some places

They use to laugh at our faces cause of minimum wages

But I'm talking to ma momma and my grandma relax

Let me rack it all up then we getting them back

But my family to humble they won't do em like that

I was raised by a mother who got beatin to death

And the running that she did was to hide us from threats

And the hotel lobbies was a place for a breath

The money that she had spent it all on the rent

I wonder what would happen if you ever did rest

Well I'm glad that you didn't let me handle the rest

I'm nothing like you momma I ain't kind and content

I don't think I just speak whatevers stuck in my chest

Can afford to fall asleep

Ay

Ay

Cause my family gotta eat

Ay

Ay

They depending on me

So I'm taken everything but ya money on me

Ay

Ay

Can afford to fall asleep

Ay

Ay

Cause my family gotta eat

Ay

Ay

They depending on me

So I'm taken everything but ya money on me

I'm everything my family ain't I'm speaking it raw

I ain't loving I don't care about your feelings at all

I ain't scared of taking risks why you care if you fall

I will never hesitate you won't act if you stall

And that's the truth

That's why I choose to move

I love it when they say that cha boy gone lose

Ima break all the rules ima have em like woo

While I'm chilling with the fam not a stress in the room

Ay

Can't afford to fall asleep

Cause my family gotta eat

Ay

So I'm taking everything

I'm taking everything

I'm taking everything