Unfeeling Everything Lyrics

I still remember that long drive

Not sure where we were heading but it didn't matter

We sat in silence neither of us brave enough

To say what we were really thinking

You were tapping your fingers on the dashboard

Like you were counting down to the end

I was just hoping time would stop for a while

So I wouldn't have to face what was coming

I wish I could go back and unfeel everything

Maybe if I didn't hold on so tight I wouldn't feel so broken

I don't know how to erase the memories

The way your smile used to fill the room

How you made the ordinary feel like home

I'm stuck trying to pull apart the best pieces of you

From what's left of myself

It's strange how the smallest things bring you back

Like the way your side of the bed still feels warmer

Or how I still catch myself making enough coffee for two

Even though I know you're not coming around anymore

I hate that I remember the way you liked your eggs

Or how you'd sing in the shower

I'm not trying to hold onto these things

But they've become part of my routine

Just like you were part of my life

I wish I could go back and unfeel everything

Maybe if I didn't hold on so tight I wouldn't feel so broken

I don't know how to erase the memories

The way your smile used to fill the room

How you made the ordinary feel like home

I'm stuck trying to pull apart the best pieces of you

From what's left of myself

I'm stuck trying to pull apart the best pieces of you

From what's left of myself

I don't think it's about forgetting you

It's more about figuring out how to live without

I used to think healing would be some big moment

Like one day I'd wake up and just be okay

But it's been more like slow steps in the dark

Feeling around for something that makes sense

I wish I could go back and unfeel everything

Maybe if I didn't hold on so tight I wouldn't feel so broken

I don't know how to erase the memories

The way your smile used to fill the room

How you made the ordinary feel like home

I'm stuck trying to pull apart the best pieces of you

From what's left of myself

I wish I could unlearn the way I needed you

Like it was second nature

Maybe then I'd find a way to move on