Change My Mind Lyrics

You pop up like weeds in the pavement

Like nicotine cravings

With nothing to say, I guess

You show up, turning dreams into nightmares

Brush me off right there

Couldn't we decompress?

I'm ashamed to miss you, did you know that?

You're my biggest issue at the moment

And I guess I wish you would just go back

To being no one to me

I don't mind your slandering

You puritan at heart, you freak

But I resent that you convinced me

No one would ever love me like you did

Did you mind that I got free

From your white picket fence wet dream?

'Cause you resent that I'm the best thing

That you'll ever find

And god forbid, I change my goddamn mind

You hop up on natural drugs like

You can't let them subside

Or sutures might open up

You grow up with the pace of how paint dries

Molasses to realize

A future with me's not a gun

I'm ashamed to love you, don't you know that?

They say I'm above you at any given moment

I don't have enough of you to be so sad

Did you have enough of me?

I don't mind your silencing

You egoist, you eager leech

But I resent that you convinced me

No one would ever keep me like you did

Did you mind that I got sick

And couldn't be your holy gift?

You won't confess that I'm your mess

And I'm one of a kind

And god forbid, I change my goddamn mind

Your pride's too big for your body, baby

Games you rig, that's your hobby, baby

Hide your cig made from my body, baby

You don't dig me once I'm naughty, baby

I don't mind your mean deceit

You spineless fraud, you're just so weak

But I resent that you convinced me

No one would ever make me smile like you

You are never welcome back

And if I let you slip through cracks

Oh, it will be 'cause your knees bleed

From begging for us to be fine

And god, I just might change my goddamn mind