pocket change (baby i'm dead) Lyrics

Baby I'm dead

Come paint me in red

You tell all your friends I'm just pocket change

But it's eleven P.M

And you're still in my bed

Whilst I'm giving you head

And you call me again

And then over again

Then why in the hell are we playing pretend

See lately I'm scared

And I'm fucking depressed

Spend hours and hours thinking in the shower

Drinking and the powder

I'm feeling the power

Like when you get undressed

Come bleed me to death

The three words that you said

Yeah, I'll never forget

And I play them again and again and again

Inside of my head without losing a breath

But I'm losing all sense now

I'm losing all sense now

Swimming in this nightmare

Tell you that I don't care

Living life like it's not rare

Drinking so that I forget

In my night sweats you'll be there inside my bed

But not physically just an idea

In circles like a metaphorical sphere

The more I think about you

The more I drink about you

The more I drink about you

The more I sink without you

Don't think that I don't value the times that I had you

It just sucks, it's such sad news

That I can no longer have you

I'm stressed but nevertheless

I protest by holding my breath

And I'm losing my consciousness and all sense

When I ingest way too many X's and Z's

Now I'm begging for help

But I'm bagging again

See I'm a fucking good liar when I'm feeling depressed

So I wear a bullet proof vest

To protect the holes I've burned through my chest

Rope burns on my neck

I'm hurt but no threat

Like royal blood there's no sweat

But there's blood here on the bed

Poison leaks through my head

Drink the wine, split the bread

Powder shines, taste the led

I survived but I'm bled dry from my zen

I'm alive or am I dead?

I'm alive or am I dead?