Spring Thaw Lyrics

Intrusive thoughts got me going through brainwaves

Want to help myself but I remember that pain pays

Ain't got track of the day or the week

The solstice ain't even here

Intrusive thoughts got me going through brainwaves

Want to help myself but I remember that pain pays

It's just chemistry, we all melt in phases

Want to help myself but I gotta ask, does pain pay?

Fuck the vaccines

I feel like I'm nothing

Thought therapy would help

But I keep going through something

What about showing up?


What about being a good person?

It's like I'm watching a kelp

Forest burn down

A wildfire…

I'm a wildfire!

I melt all the people

And their eyes too!

But in a thaw of memory

A picture shines through

Me lost in a ceiling

I think that it's proof

Intrusive thoughts got me going through brainwaves

Want to help myself but I'm hoping that pain pays

Ain't got track of the day or the week

And the solstice ain't even here yet

Intrusive thoughts got me going through brainwaves

Want to help myself but I'm praying that pain pays

It's just chemistry, we all melt in phases

Want to help myself but I gotta ask, does pain pay?

I keep making music tearing others down

But I thought I was finished with that

I keep making music tearing myself down

And I'm never gonna be finished with that