Soul Searching Lyrics

It's been too many nights

I've been sleeping alone

Just a man on the run

Nowhere to call my home

I'll see you on television

Punch myself cause I'm missing

All of the moments

I said that I would be different

Guess I'm no better than my last iteration

If I could turn back the clock

I'd move mountains to do it

If I could turn back the clock

I'd make sure we got through it

And I know

It'll never be easy

When you're trying to grow

But darling please

Meet the man I've become

There's just so much that you don't know

I've grown to see my flaws

Sought out retribution

And gave it my all

So darling please

Meet the man I've become

I've done a lot of soul searching now I found enough

If I could turn back the clock

I'd move mountains to do it

If I could turn back the clock

I'd make sure we got through it

I wanna meet you for the first time

Hold your hand in a queue line

Before all of the lowlights

The words we didn't mean from the worst fights

I wanna meet you for the first time

Hold your hand for the whole night

Only remember the highlights

And words we'll softly whisper in morning light

And I know

It'll never be easy

When you're trying to grow

But darling please

Meet the man I've become

There's just so much that you don't know

I've grown to see my flaws

Sought out retribution

And gave it my all

So darling please

Meet the man I've become

I've done a lot of soul searching now I found enough