This Is the End. Lyrics

Who am I?

What have I to offer?

Am I worth saving?

Am I worth blaming?

For this death.

I detest.

I cry out without rest

Told my life

Passed me by

That I've lost what I do best

My heart splits in pieces

As I've wasted my time

And I try to release

A single doubt within my mind

That I am worth blaming.

I am worth saving!

Why is it so hard to grow?

I want to heal

But can't let go

Why is it so hard to breathe?

When air is right in front of me

I know!

Just take a breath.

I know.

So let this Holy War out

There's no shadow of doubt

Let the fire within me commence

Burning deep in my sides

Baking shells of my pride

Breaking from them and shattering hence

Wounding I cannot hide

Cast all my demons aside

Endless voids inside

I surrender to what won't subside

Hanging down from puppet strings

Are patterns now

Controlling me

I reach to clip the masters' wings

Afraid of freedom that it brings

To grow

Just take a step

And go

So let this Holy War out

There's no shadow of doubt

Let the fire within me commence

Burning deep in my sides

Baking shells of my pride

Breaking from them and shattering hence

Wounding I cannot hide

Cast all my demons aside

Endless voids inside

I surrender to what won't subside

What if I'm made of stone

What if my life alone

Was destiny coming home

And resting awhile

A moment to call her own

To heal and restore her throne

Since famished to skin and bone

But still has her smile

Healing that's mine to bore

Pressing sharp into its war

What appeals to me

Is a chance in this life to be free

So let this Holy War out

There's no shadow of doubt

Let the fire within me commence

Burning deep in my sides

Baking shells of my pride

Breaking from them and shattering hence

This is the end

I have been yearning for

This is the end

Standing here at the door

This life I belong to

I cannot cling on to

Release all control

My mind is made up

Summon my Soul

I've got to wake up

If this is the end

I begin again…..now.