20 Missed Calls ft. Val Bourson Lyrics

Huh, Aye

Woke up today with a pain in my chest (uhuh)

Same as the day before, and the day before, and the day before that

20 missed calls now my battery's flat

I cannot get a rest cuz you make me paranoid

I keep losing sleep (yeah yeah)

I hate the way you make then break my day

And I stay wide awake

I cannot help but weep

I see you in my nightmares

I see you in my dreams (I do)

I hate it when you're not there

I thought we were a team (yeah yeah yeah)

I go insane at the snap map making sure you're awake

Praying to God you ain't with somebody else

All this pain I cannot take

I get so angry when you're not here

But as soon as you come through

I cannot help but love you (I can't)

I hate the way you make me feel vulnerable (yeah)

I feel so dumb losing sleep over you

I wanna fuck you up

But I wanna fuck you too

Why can't you kiss my with your love

Like how you used to?

And now I'm all alone

And the bed sheets smell like you

(How much of it was a lie?)

(I wish this wasn't real)

(I don't wanna die)

(But I don't wanna feel)

(I don't wanna feel)

I just wanna cry

Will I ever heal?

How much of it was a lie?

I wish this wasn't real

I don't wanna die

But I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

Thankful to God that I beat all the odds

I'm talkin' my shit and they thinking it's odd

I fuck his girl once then I vanish like Oz

He talk on the gang turn him corn on the cob (grrra)

I'm dealing with heartbreak, physical pain

But nobody knows

I keep to myself

Everyday looks the same

Sometimes I'm depressed

But you cannot tell the difference (you can't)

I stay in my lane with diligence

I watch all my haters with vigilance

I planned climbing out of Hell

It was no coincidence (coincidence)

Uh, Aye

They say make love not war

But shit, I fought for our love

I don't know your thoughts

But they weren't about us

I gave you the stars

You gave me stardust

In exchange for your smile I lost all my trust

Uh, Aye

The ones that judged me for my worth

Were the ones that wished me the worst

I got about 70 years to live on this earth

And that's if I don't do anything rash (rash)

Only once chance, there's no coming back

My life, summed up in a dash

I pray to make good everyday that I breathe

You never know when you might die out and bleed

I'm misunderstood, I'm a kid with a dream

I don't hang out with them

Cuz they don't get me

I pray to the Father I get on my knees

She's lost with no dad so she gets on her knees

I hope she does well

But I ain't no savior I won't fill her needs

She came into life without saying"yes please"

I came in her mouth got her screaming"yes please"

She's screamin' out JKE"I hate your guts"

But I'm still up in her guts (that's right)

I know, I know she belongs to the streets

But I fell in love with the pussy

I try to do better each day that I plead

I know, I hate to be pushy (uhuh)

But Lord have mercy on me