Adjacent Lyrics

I am alien to myself

I have the feeling of not being myself

I look in the mirror and I am someone different

There is no feeling that fills this emptiness

I feel nothing

There is no love or pleasure

There is nothing that makes me feel

Death visited me three times

I was wandering in the dark

Not even that made me feel

I never turned back

I didn't do it before, I won't do it now

Even if I lose the battle

I won't look back

There is no reason to continue

There is no reason to give up

There is no reason to live

There is no reason to die

I feel a strange ecstasy

Under the rain that wets my body

The heat that lets me feel

It's as if it gives me a reason

Maybe I'm a damned

Maybe it's my prison

I was born in war

There is no rifle that makes me fear

I never turned back

I didn't do it before, I didn't do it now

I will do it now?

I won't look back

There's no reason to keep going

There's no reason to give up

There's no reason to live

There's no reason to die

I never turned back

I didn't do it before, I didn't do it now

I will do it now?

I won't look back

There's no reason to keep going

There's no reason to give up

There's no reason to live

There's no reason to die

I never turned back

I didn't do it before, I won't do it now

I will do it now?

Even if I lose the battle

I won't look back

There is no reason to continue

There is no reason to give up

There is no reason to live

There is no reason to die

Pain is my flag

I dyed it with blood

I made my eternal martyr

A weapon to live by