To you Lyrics

I wanna sit back, laid back

Man i used to love that

My ex broke up with me, now i need my get back

Fuck she think she is

I don't get with this

Imma make sure she going hate herself for this

Used to be petty

She never calls me daddy

Maybe i was too weak to be her family

Empty my bank account

Used to stash amount

Now all that money just to trade me an enemy

My eyes didn't see

I was emotional

Give up all the motion just to please a hoe

Fuck you mean you don't know

I said enough don't go

I showed you possibilities and you still go

Its not my fault anymore

You caused yourself this downfall

How can you get a job as a high school graduate?

Especially in Tokyo

And you already 24, look at yourself

Don't be surprised if you burn to hell

I hope you burn in hell

I hope you cry for help

When i was there, i kept crying for your help

But you turned against me

Walk away and left me

I fought all the demon just to not let them take me

Even fight with friends

Words instead of hands

Making excuses for your runaway plan

Time pass like counting sand

My mind is getting ill, i just cant

See you all smiling back in Japan

And I'm just here alone like every other man

I don't need your love

Just come and take your stuff

I was never mentioned

Cause you want that attention

Flirting with Brandon

Then cry for my attention

You rather party then build a future with me

I gave you everything that you asked

Your wish was my task

Even sew you hoodie to wear class

Even bought you flowers that can fit 1000 flasks

Doesn't seem like its enough

You love to get high with guys i don't trust

You never visits me even when I'm in shanghai

You never care for me

You don't know why i cry

You never asked why

You never said hi

You didn't even say i love you a month before our story dies

I tried to save us

But you don't want to be saved

I hate that i love you

It's way too much, and I care too much

I loose too much

Such thing is a curse I want to burst my guts

There's no trust for you

You can go pop em pills

I can never forget, the way you make me feel killed

Dance in the rain

Stand still to feel

The hatred for you always helps me fuel

I should've know better

Why should i date a girl who's best friend is a train driver

Y'all don't have future

Frequent festive traveler

You should go fucking die

You fucking ketamine consumer

I don't want to do this

Your choice make me do this

All i gave was love

But you don't want love

You just want to run

Anywhere thats fun

Anywhere fill your pussy

To fuck it all up

Its truly depressing

You were once sunny

You were once the girl that i didn't even ask for

You were once perfect

Don't ask why I diss you

My words are sharp

Each verse to your heart

I should've went hard to break all you got

But ill stop right here to prevent you do self harm