LOSTSoulz Lyrics

I got a story to tell

I got a story to tell

Yeah check

I always had the pot to piss in

But let me tell you about my nigga who didn't

Holes in his socks afraid to tell his boys he don't fit in

Mama workin' long nights and his dad not in vision

Took care of lil' bro told Bishop wait till you get bigger bro

I'm bigger now survivor's guilt I hate that you can't see me smile

I told you slow down on them drugs you hate when niggas slow you down

I snuck dinner get you twenties after twenties every time

Your mom will always text me thank you Bishop I hate overtime

I gave you clothes off of my back I didn't brag about that

Gave you the utmost respect the ones you closest to you never got no pictures with

We do this shit in real life I seen that acid hit your tongue

Nigga this is real fights I watch you break down inch by inch

Sold niggas all the best weed they came for me for shit

You taught me not to give a fuck I told you keep your chest up chin up

Nigga no time for emotions now your lil' bro is older

And the world got more colder your pops even reached out to me

But this shit is never over I was asleep when you said to pull up to that party

Woke up three hours later found you dead in the lobby

They found weed they found LSD fentanyl and some meth

The blunt that was passed around was laced you ain't trust that shit

Kids don't ever trust that shit now I can't ever see your face

When I'm at the top amen I hold my grace

Shut up Bishop you ain't grow up how I grew up bitch

You got a fam that love you got a daddy that provide

Got a mama that hug you got a auntie protecting you

You don't understand he say he don't got no daddy or no mama just a plan

I'm naive that I know in the struggle I don't know

But most of all my niggas we gon' grow

I put the flower seeds in the concrete and watch it grow

You don't know about the struggle look at everything you got

Bitch I'm trying to get away that's why I'm always at your spot

Got a brother that love you got a family that love you

We all the fucking same mama left us in the system

We all to fucking blame I been in and out of juvie man

Yeah they know my name yeah we from that same place

But we are not the same Bishop nigga

Might not ever make it out the hood might not ever fucking change

You can never feel my pain you can put it in your raps

But you never live that shit

You can put it in your dreams but you never did that shit

I'm feeling rage from my nigga grave I gotta live with it

I was just 14 watching life I gotta live this shit

It started bout the money now a nigga having fun

15 years old why the fuck I need a gun

He handed to me and said Bishop if they touch you never run

I ain't scared to catch a body I get a nigga spun

Make a nigga fucking run I been waiting for a reason

Take a nigga out the game I been waiting on that season