Every day

I feel the scope of life yearning to fucking slip

Locked inside

I find my peace at the edge of sin and vice

All I have I'd throw away to start again

I've grown so sick of living with these lies behind my teeth

I pissed away my life

Fuck

I can't take it

Another day spent here to mourn for all that's to come

I'm sick inside my head

I'm writhing in my doubts

I feel it by my side taunting me

So trade away my name

Grant me and empty plate

I want to feel the emptiness again

Unit I vomit forth

It's all the same

I've grown to love the taste

And when it's said and done

It would mean everything to me

To see your eyes shift to a colder shade

Much like mine

Disinterested

In the thought of ever coming home again

If I had it my way

I'd see it through (I'd see it through)

I'd let the light

Fade from my eyes (from my eyes)

Burry me

With my thoughts

Stained in grief

It's calloused hand will lower me down

Kill every part of me

Kill it all

I feel the hand of doubt begin to lower me down

I feel it here with me, beguiling entity

I don't want this

I feel the hand of doubt begin to lower me down

Is this all in my head

I hear it speak again

I call out to you nameless

Stay locked in its pale shade

Yet still I know not what this all means

All of the blood bled

Was it all for naught

Nothing's the same

All I have left now awaits to be raped

And traded off

Is this repentance

To simply exist as your pawn

Exist as your pawn