funnything Lyrics

There's a lump in my throat the size of my secrets

There's a bump in the road the same shape as me

There's a place I could go, if only I could see it

There are things I would know, if I wasn't me

Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges

And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it

I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places

That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it

How I'm not okay, and I overstep right to center stage, then

I self medicate 'til there's nothing left, 'til the worries fade and

Watch it shatter me, and it scatters me in a million places

That's the funnything, that's the irony

That it never changes

Ah ah ah ah, ah

Ah ah ah ah, ah

Lost my mind, long ago

Maybe you've seen it

Lost the signs that I know

Nobody else needs

Can I call it out, can I shout it loud

Can I turn the pages

If I'm the one with the pen in hand

How come I hate it

How come I can't erase it

Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges

And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it

I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places

That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it

How I'm not okay, and I overstep right to center stage, then

I self medicate 'til there's nothing left, 'til the worries fade and

Watch it shatter me, and it scatters me in a million places

That's the funnything, that's the irony

That it never changes

And it shatters me

And it scatters me

In a million places

What if I believe

Everything I think

And I can't escape it

Will it follow me

Will it swallow me

If I never shake it

It's an energy

Just in front of me

What I never say, and

Such a funnything, gather everything from the small exchanges

And it's troubling how I overthink just to understate it

I'm still wondering if I'll always be me in all these places

That's the funny thing, I feel everything and I never say it

Ah ah ah ah ah, ah