Sink or Swim (BandLab Version) Lyrics

(In the end)

Like a vase that fell it's broken pieces of me

Lost at sea tellin' me sink or swim

The light I had in me I watched it go dim

Feel unforgivable for all my sins My second coming like the resurrection

Put chalk on the board I had to learn the lessons

I've been makin' art come out of my confessions

Be havin' guilt in me I ain't goin' lie

Cause after all this time I still want to (die)

Always gettin' numb got red in my eyes

Just copped seven I already smoked three five

This ain't livin' all I do is survive Gotta take risks I know that it's do or die

I be choosin' them but who choosin' I

Askin' why I'm out of breath doin' suicide

They tell me it's the end but I ignore the signs

Backing up like a PC on override Ain't no more left in me I got pulverized

I be with the family they say what's goin' on

Got my own place but never at my home

It's too much that I'm capable of on my own

I hate to talk but I hate to be alone

I ain't got the answer I'm tryin' to know myself

I can't recognize me I don't know myself

I used to feel at the top like a elf on the shelf

Came a long way I used to scream and yell

When it comes to life now I just laugh at it

On the highway I hate when the traffic hit

Got ZIPS in the bag like I'm drug traffickin'

When It's just me and my mind I get trapped in it

It's everyday that I feel trapped Overthinkin' feelin' they don't really love me for real

Easy to say it but it's hard to show it

Only when I come through it starts showing

Expecting the worst I'm already knowing

Pieces of me broken up like a puzzle

Barely make a sound it's like I got a muzzle

I hate where I'm at wan' restart and do over

High on mars I'm feelin' like the Rover

Smoked four leafs I still ain't get a clover

Hate the cold shoulder I be needing closure

I made a hole I was diggin' like a gopher

You know me I'll still be here when it's over