Trying Lyrics

I'm trying baby I'm trying

Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding

I don't really wanna make you cry (D Buck)

But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing

Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused

I'm getting so sick of fighting with you

Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood

So I'm pouring all my pain

I'm trying baby I'm trying

Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding

I don't really wanna make you cry

But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing

Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused

I'm getting so sick of fighting with you

Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood

So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth

How do I fix this bond that a been this broken

It's the last time I'm leaving myself this open

Both our tears run deep as the ocean

The beauty the beast and the angel n omen

Poker face like a Texas hold em

Both of us don't wanna back down no folding

We're giving each other no opening

No hope for this

But I can't let go I'm holding it

Why do I take this blame

Just can't she can't cope with it

I'm so over it

When things go wrong I'm the culprit

You gave up so be it

There's a lot on my plate no serviette

Can we unite like soviets

But how are we really gonna turn back now

I was building a house n ya burnt that down

I'm walking away and ya say something that'll make me turn back round

Next thing I'm tearing the curtains down

I'm followed around by the dark black clouds

It's a deal with the devil will I turn it down

Ima walk through life as I work that out

So here I stay in the hallway pacing

Weird the way that you always take it

It's clear as day that my heart is breaking

Got to the point where I can't just save it

Crazy you don't know how hard you make it

Lately I really been feeling your hatred

Tired of fighting the wars were waging

Can't get back all the time we've wasted

I'm trying baby I'm trying

Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding

I don't really wanna make you cry

But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing

Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused

I'm getting so sick of fighting with you

Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood

So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth

I ain't true to myself when I say it's hopeless

But there's so many things that I just can't cope with

Straight to the point ain't waiting a moment

On my case when I smoke this potent

Blankest face don't give me emotion

Can't undo all the hate we've spoken

This what I get when I give my devotion

Can't blame me for the path I've chosen

I partly ruined it

You did too n I can't keep doing this

Spit me out cos ya hardly chewing it

Took that leap and flew a bit

Went separate ways when we grew innit

So true that the old you's who I miss

Under ya spell when ya blew a kiss

Now it's criticise criticise let's go through a list

But the guilt I'm rid of it

Please stop giving it

It's my life I'm living it

Please stop playing the victim I'm sick of it

Can't work you out I'd rather figure out how they built the pyramids

Leaving me in the dark like a silhouette

Spin my head jus like a pirouette

Sat back thinking lighting a cigarette

All the ups n downs like a pogo jump

Filled with hate coz you don't show love

Sacrificed n the goat woke up

Really I should be so choked up

I'm so done with the same old shit

Don't wanna girl that'll take not give

So take this in

There's so much I'm willing to take not this

So

I'm trying baby I'm trying

Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding

I don't really wanna make you cry

But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing

Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused

I'm getting so sick of fighting with you

Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood

So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth

I'm trying baby I'm trying

Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding

I don't really wanna make you cry

But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing