Perception Lyrics

The days tick by but the years start flowing

Can get upset but I'm already in motion

Only disappointed I control too much

And say my feelings now I feel fucked up

Healing myself cause the time keeps changing

Seeing my triggers I react like satan

still pretty human but Daym it's draining

Want to evolve in time I'm training

This time im training

Trying to get better

Still practice my patience

Down on my knees

In the thick of the mud

God is the embodiment of heaven above

Or maybe it's love

That's why I take drugs

Can feel all the shit that I have for someone

My mind is submitting

It finally shut up

Having my peace god Daym it's all love

I say it's all love

But it hurts when it's tough

Hurts even more when you expecting to much

Want what I offer but no one show up

Maybe my mind is just thinking too much

That's where I get

so lost in myself

Loving my pain

But searching for help

Consciously thinking about lessons as blessings

But these mistakes been used as lethal as weapons

In life it's a choice to get better and fly

Or stay contemplating bout whether to try

nothing changes one day that I'll die

The realization just a wake-up call

Putting in effort embracing the fall

The rise from the ashes

Is personal

Cutting the beef with myself

I'm as free as a bird

And I'm leaving the nest

Don't tell me you love me

Ignore me on text

I say that I'm done

You're switching to test

I never look back

I accept and forget

I'm choosing myself

With love and respect

I'm attracting this bag

With a chase it don't end

Flow naturally

Like my words and my pen

The money gon come

That's why I'm content

Thank God that I'm next

Thank god that I'm next

The days tick by but the years start flowing

Can get upset but I'm already in motion

Only disappointed I control too much

And say my feelings now I feel fucked up

Healing myself cause the time keeps changing

Seeing my triggers I react like satan

still pretty human but Daym it's draining

Want to evolve in time I'm training