Anxious Lyrics

My mind keep rollin', film exposing

I decompress my thoughts till my brain is decomposing

Wanna be a rapper my music is hemoglobin

Nervous of being me, confused and it got me posing

I am not a killer or man with violent tendency

I am just a loner with dark thoughts of dependency

Pesticide in pack is cutting my life expectancy

I'm not really tripping I'm chiefin' with more intensity

Caught up in my head 'bout being the man I was bred to be

When honestly I'm feeling shells of concepts that are dead to me

Twin flames, soulmates - always packin' discrepancies

The face of real love has been buried by all adultery

Like how I gotta be

Staying in my lane but these people been swervin'

I was happier unemployed and couch surfing

I had confidence when my beats turned into earnings

I kept the ego fed and it led to bridge burning

Until I let it starve I had to make a new version

Engrain it in my head I had to do some soul searching

I stumble in the bar before the devil starts flirting

My mind keep rolling just break the reel and focus

I'm sick of all of the shows, these phony rappers are bogus

I left before the open and non of 'em even notice

I'd rather be at home just working my magnum opus

My mind keep rolling no sleep and I'm losing focus

This oil is my air and it lights the way that I'm going

It's burning by the minute

I take shot when I pivot

And break off of these bitches

The pussy turning to liquid