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I feel little a lost

Like

What is the cost of happiness?

Shit I don't know

Lookin at these scars

As a boss

I guess Imma pay

Until I out find out

Go on with my day

Just tryna climb out

This box

Detox

De-attach

From everybody

And everything

From the money

The hoes

The diamond rings

The trophies

The lust

& The bad habits

Another morning recording

Tryin' to create magic

But the only thing I hear right now is now is static

Noise from the city, honks in the middle of traffic

Fear of gettin stuck in the between time & space

Fear of being afraid to face my mistakes

Fear of not admitting what it would really take

For me to go to the places that I really wanna

The way that I wanna

I guess I'm just gonna

Go & never come back

Don't tell nobody

No need to keep contact

Like a fuck contract uh

What the fuck

Am I doin here?

Hands off the wheel

Imma let god steer

Rain drops, eye drops

And I got tears

Had to pick up myself up

Again and again

Like what's the other option?

Smile

I could look at it as just another obstacle

An interruption, malfunction

Or I can decide look at it as an introduction

To something new uh

A chance to fight the corruption within me

Been competing with myself for way too long

I gotta prioritize my health

For this generational wealth to exist

Am I even broken?

What am I trying to fix?

This lifestyle is catching up with me

Mow the lawn, fuck snakes, new cutlery

I'm gettin numb to the pain that shit mean nun' to me

But it's beautiful

& I love it

Uh

You know

Life is suffering

No one above it

You either dance with the devil

Or you dance with balance

Whole lot of contrast

I done talked about hustle

I done talked about ass

I done talked about struggles

I done talked about past

Now all I wanna do is go and touch some grass

Cause I just wanna feel something baby

Can you help feel something baby?

Help me feel something

Feel something