Ruins Lyrics

Raindrops turned to masked tears

Just to keep this weakness from peers

In a rain storm I'm living stillborn

Poppin off at the mouth like i'm pill lorn

Like ease your pain but without the pills

I'm living day by day in slow motion stills

Cuz it seems I cant get in where I fit in

Regardless of a feature where I'm rippin

The name wont draw crowds like crunk artists

So I'ma be emo and roll my raps in these carpets

Tie myself to em and throw it all off this bridge

I look to my right-my left and I see a fridge

From behind walks this average white guy

Prayin to god jesus and allah to help him die

I stepped back untied myself and reflected

When will spirituality life and death be connected

Altered way of breathing in a endless fall

Face first in the dirt crash landing after all

I'm stuck to these beats writing of grief

Praise to the all mighty thats my belief

It helps me breathe and get through it

From this scene to that one I'll do it

Preserve some skill from each walk of living

Turn to man and profess life in what I'm giving a little love a little passion a little heart

Just to give some common grounds to start

With a faithful fuel all naturally powered

With a disgust for a spineless coward

Who would turn their back on their grain

And run from the due punishment of pain

In a strained relief you cant escape thought

Below freezing your sins will keep u hot

Emoish type slittin the wrists

Black at the back of the eyelids

Wits end downward spiraling out

One eight hundred suicide I'm dialing out

Emoish type slittin the wrists

Black at the back of the eyelids

Wits end downward spiraling out

One eight hundred suicideI'm dialing out