vanishing point Lyrics

I've been feelin' more stress

'Cause I can't seem to forget

I've been playing roulette

But I can't pull the trigger yet

Nothing in my system

No one here to listen

I've been on a mission

To finally transition

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know

Notes in my pocket, don't know the context

Feelin' like I lost it, it's becoming common

If I'm being honest, trying not to vomit

Sick of all the talking, feels like I'm just stalling

I know that this a process, but I ain't make no progress

My eyes still like a faucet to any given prospect

I'm running outta options, I think I gotta call it

'Cause honestly I regret that I ain't given up yet

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know how to kill myself

I don't know how to kill myself

Tryna last another month 'fore I fade away

Need to let go of the fact that I don't feel the same

I've been scrubbing for some years but I'm always stained

Probably 'cause I'm always stuck in the same place

I just wanna be alone now

Need to find out where I'm going now

Oh I just wanna be alone now

Gotta find out where I'm going now