Prosophobia Lyrics

Am I dead

Am I dead

Does it matter what kind of life I have led

Constantly compared to all of my peers

Debilitated by my accumulating fears

My accumulating fears

Now I struggle alone

As I get left behind

Uniquely useless

I am one of a kind

Paralyzed

I'm frozen in place

This world moves at a much faster pace

Loved ones become so shapeless and distant

I had a chance to grow

I had a chance to grow

I had a chance to grow

But I missed it

I had my chance to grow

But I fucking missed it

What do I want

Is it within my reach

Procrastination

Taking hold over me

Struggle alone as I get left behind

Uniquely useless I am one of a kind

What if I fail

What if I fail

Choke on the thought as my life grows cold and stale

What if I fail

What if I fail

Give up the ghost. Hope and passion have set sail

What must I do to be worthy of peace

Running out of time I just need a reprieve

What must I do to be worthy of peace

I cannot stay here

But I cannot leave