Trapped Lyrics

Hey man, I was just returning your call from earlier

You were asking how I was doing

And to be honest bro

You know what, never mind

Let me tell you where my head's been at

I'm not in a great place, I've been actually sad

I've been depressed in my bed, all alone in my head

With these emotions in my brain that I've been trying to combat

Don't know where I'm going or what the future holds

I'm worried sick to my stomach that I won't achieve my goals

It's hard to cope with life and the way that things unfold

I feel like I'm punished if I don't fit inside the molds

Anxiety is coming and depression won't leave

Fear overstayed his welcome, telling lies to deceive

I'm stressed about the future, anticipating the worst

Can't even rest in my sleep, starting to feel like I'm cursed

It's like I'm underwater, trying my best just to breathe

Or when it seems there's no hope, trying my best to believe

Especially with a mind that's only filled with doubt

Feeling trapped in the pain like I'll never make it out

I don't know just where to go

Trapped in my mind with no control

I don't know just where to go

Trapped with these thoughts in an endless woe

The me you see right here is not the me when I'm at home

Because the me when I'm at home is the me when I'm alone

And the me when I'm alone is the me that goes unknown because

That's the version of myself I don't like to have shown

There's silence in the struggle and there's struggle in the silence

Scared to ask for help for fear of building a reliance

But I'm also scared of going through this by my lonesome

Can't even write because lately I've been so numb

What if I don't make it, what if I don't succeed

What if this amounts to nothing, nothing's guaranteed

Just going through life like every day is the same

Filled with pain and some rain, I don't like how things became

When will things get better? I'm tired of asking

I'm tired of keeping my composure of this pain I've been masking

I'm sitting here just watching life as it's passing

Feeling trapped inside my mind like it'll be everlasting

I don't know just where to go

Trapped in my mind with no control

I don't know just where to go

Trapped with these thoughts in an endless woe

I don't know just where to go

Trapped in my mind with no control

I don't know just where to go

Trapped with these thoughts in an endless woe

I've gotta push through