Can`t control me Lyrics

It hits like a wave, out of my hands

I try to stay quiet, but it makes its demands

The words, the moves, they slip out fast

I fight to control it, but it never lasts

People stop and stare, like I'm strange

But inside I'm the same, I'll never change

I know what I feel, I know what I am

But my body won't listen to the plan

It's like a storm I can't outrun

But I'm more than this, I'm not undone

Can't control me, can't hold me down

I'm still standing on solid ground

I shake, I twitch, but I'm still here

Living with the noise and facing my fear

You might laugh, but you don't see

There's more to me than my Tourette could ever be

Can't control me, no, you'll never know

What it's like when I lose control

It's like a fight inside my skin

A battle I don't want, but I can't win

The jerks, the shouts, they just explode

But I'm not broken, I'm not alone

You don't understand, you just see the show

But behind the noise, there's more to know

It's a rhythm that's wild, out of sync

But my heart's beating steady, even when I blink

I'm more than the tics, I'm more than this fight

I'm still shining through, in the darkest night

Can't control me, can't hold me down

I'm still standing on solid ground

I shake, I twitch, but I'm still here

Living with the noise and facing my fear

You might laugh, but you don't see

There's more to me than my Tourette could ever be

Can't control me, no, you'll never know

What it's like when I lose control

I'm not just the noise, I'm not just the sound

I'm a soul that's lost but wants to be found

Don't look at me like I'm strange or wild

Inside, I'm just a scared little child

I'm fighting every day, just to stay on track

But no matter what, I won't turn back

Can't control me, can't hold me down

I'm still standing on solid ground

I shake, I twitch, but I'm still here

Living with the noise and facing my fear

You might laugh, but you don't see

There's more to me than my Tourette could ever be

Can't control me, no, you'll never know

What it's like when I lose control

I'm more than the tics, more than the shout

Even when I lose control, I'll figure it out

You can't control me, can't break me down

I'll keep rising, I'll wear my crown