Deep thoughts Lyrics

I've been going through the emotions

All these niggas ain't real, they just fucking up my motion

Seeing snakes up in the grass got me losing focus

I just don't know how to react, I be feeling hopeless

They just pick and choose

They don't know what it feel like to really lose

I've been going crazy trying to figure out the truth

They've been saying I've been spitting pain when I'm in the booth

I've been losing control

Tell me where to go

I'm all alone

Nobody's coming home

I've been telling all my pain its like nobody hear it

I've been spilling all my scars and nobody feel it

They only come around when I'm up and winning

Ain't nobody give me nothing when I felt finished

They ain't never shown no love, now they wanna come around

I'm like, no

They ain't never shown no love, now they wanna come around

I'm like, no

And please don't call my phone, I ain't picking up no more, don't

And I'd rather be alone than be around all of y'all

I just wanna go

I've been going through the emotions

All these niggas ain't real, they just fucking up my motion

Seeing snakes up in the grass got me losing focus

I just don't know how to react, I be feeling hopeless

Uh, they just pick and choose

They don't know what it feel like to really lose

I've been going crazy trying to figure out the truth

They've been saying I've been spitting pain when I'm in the booth

And I know they talking bout me, they just want me to react

And I can't give them stories, I ain't really into that

I've been losing all my brothers, I just don't know how to feel

I've been taking all these drugs, trying to go and cope and heal

I've been, and I've been road running

Thinking of the shit I did, know I'm bound to repent

And I've been, and I've been thinking of the shit I did as a kid, now

You caused me problems that I'm still trying to solve

Put me through hell and you still playing God

But baby, all the fun things are holy

Fool me once, that's on me, fool me twice, that's on you

I went through a hundred bodies just to get over you

You come around acting like you still know me