PAIN ft. Nesto Gz & MJayy Lyrics

You told me life was pain

I had to learn and live it

My soul forged in flames

I burnt all my bridges

I burnt all my bridges

This life shit is different

This life shit is crazy

Everything that I'm going through on the daily

They say only God could judge a man

You reap what you sow

So when the judge bang the gavel

It weakened my soul to the bone

On a tier where the demons would roam

It hurts my heart, five years

Your freedom is gone, now I'm cold

Nah leave me alone

Cause I don't wanna talk

Your first breath, first steps

I taught you how to walk

My only son out of love

A product of my blood

I tried to be everything my father never was

But now you grown, decisions

You on your own, tough love

As a father them actions I don't condone

Got a mother, sister, brother

Waiting for you at home

When your child does a bid

They don't do it alone

We family

When you hurt my pain

Just the same

When you cry, I cry too

My tears just touch the page

Numbing to the pain

It's not a loss, it's a lesson

When you walking out them gates

We gon' run it up again

You told me life was pain

I had to learn and live it

My soul forged in flames

I burned all my bridges

Through the trenches and the mud

I spilled all this blood

For the bros I got love

For the bros I got love

I got none for the judge

Got none for the judge

I lost too many bros in the system

When I talk my pain, better listen

We was just in the crib writing lyrics

And planning ahead cause we had us a vision

Moving dumb, how the fuck I fall victim

And I lost bro, give a fuck about no wisdom

Every year on the block, light a candle

And sit by myself, thinking how I just miss him

Traumatized from the block, from the shit that I seen

Been through and did was taking these drugs

To escape the reality cause I ain't wanna face the life that I live

Seen my brother die, I ain't wanna cry

I'd rather slide or go do a bid

Was losing my mind, wasn't feeling fine

Evil thoughts taking over my head

August 21st, feel like that day I got cursed

You ever been cuffed inside of a court

Knowing you the reason your family hurt

I just be stuck in my head

Thinking damn could it get any worse

Feel like my heart pumping out of my shirt

125.25 with intent

Your honor, I'm not understanding these words

Nobody know what I've been through

Was the first to address any issue

Life is pain, I had to learn it and live it

In order to grow and change up my whole mental

Never once you failed as a father

Never once put no one above me

Lucky enough to have a father that loves me

Knew all my flaws and you never once judged me

You told me life was pain

I had to learn and live it

My soul forged in flames

I burned all my bridges

Through the trenches and the mud

I spilled all this blood

For the bros I got love

For the bros I got love

I got none for the judge

I got none for the judge

Got none for the judge

No

I got none for the judge

Through all this life and pain

The scars left stains