My Room, Pt. 3 Lyrics

What do I deserve

Asked myself at my 21st

Shit could be worse

Although my heart hurts

23 living in hell

Feet stuck in the middle of nowhere

Adjusted to life with cold hands

No help from the faucet

Braces I can't form it

Lost hope at the bottom

My 20s have been squandered

The root to my problems

Fuck this I can't be bothered

I was happier when I was jobless

The guilt I carries' enormous

Pushing colossal boulders

Every road is tumultuous

What am I to do

Existing in a loop

Protected in my room

Door closed what have I got to lose

What am I to do

Existing in a loop

Protected in my room

Door closed what have I got to lose

And I'm fried

Tired of constant rhyming

Too much time has passed

Knowing I can't buy it back

Gotta keep my soul intact

Bloody knuckles full of glass

Someone guide me on this path

They say self-care is what I should practice

But some days I swear nothing matters

An uphill battle

Intimate with my shadow

Drowning in the shallow waters

This is torture

I've mastered how to grimace

Mama said eat your spinach you're set to be strong

Anchor around my neck to remind myself where I'm going

Life ain't worth living

Life ain't worth living

Life ain't worth living

Life ain't worth living