To Be Whole Lyrics

It was 2 am

when they told me my father had died

Ironically, a head trauma

At least when he went it was quiet

My sister said he was a good man

But I knew him differently

be hard for you to understand

Even if i told you everything

I don't want live in the past

Puttin' jagged pieces back together with bare hands

Bleeding and digging, just want to know

I wanna know

What it's like to be whole

12 years of therapy

Did it make a difference?

Childhood echoes they're still crying out

But I can't comfort them

What would it be like to be whole?

Never have to people please

Never feel the worlds gonna end

Get through my day without tears

I don't want live in the past

Puttin' jagged pieces together with bare hands

Bleeding and digging, just to know

I wanna know: what it's like to be whole

You're just a ghost

My resentment's in vein

you'll always be part of me

Like so many, a piece out of place

And I'm | trying

I'm really | trying

Bleeding and digging just to know

I want to know what it's like to be whole

What it's like to be whole