Heart of Gold Lyrics

Ah bullet hole in my heart of gold

I'm feeling cold and I cant get warn

I need some sleep but I'm far from home

I needed yall but im all alone

But now I'm bleeding put

And seeing how

This life it all can turn around

In just one second

All the doubt

Can fill your soul and take u out

And it's fine by me

That I'm not happy

So I fight daily

Till I reach that dream

Feeling so wounded

Cuz I've been moving

Outta my comfort zone

I know I

The only way I can heal

If I fully can let go

Of all expectation

That I been making

Putting it all on you

This is new

I never knew

I couldnt count on all of u

I thought it threw

And what it came to

My insecurities

Been trapped in such ah dark place

Paranoid and fearing thangs

I'm ready to break out

Sick of da fake out

Make it my day now

Make me ok now

I have been ready

Ever so steady

Drinking to heavy

Feeling so deadly

I got to go

I cannot fold

It's so fuckin cold

I gotta get warn

I need me a home

I need me ah love

Ah family hug

It's betta then drugs

It's better then most

This is not ah joke

And I'm not ah host

I'm more like ah ghost

I'm more like ah demon

Changing of season

I have been grieving

I gotta go

I gotta go

Fuck No

I gotta stay

Ah bullet hole in my heart of gold

I'm feeling cold and I cant get warn

I need some sleep but I'm far from home

I needed yall but im all alone

But now I'm bleeding put

And seeing how

This life it all can turn around

In just one second

All the doubt

Can fill your soul and take u out

And it's fine by me

That I'm not happy

So I fight daily

Till I reach that dream