NOTE TO SELF Lyrics

Don't be surprised when you see a clown at a circus

Open your eyes look around, that's how you learn shit

Stop reminiscing on the past days, just let it be

Manifest your future, with all of your dreams

A little something I would say to myself

I was struggling back then, I know I needed my help

Yeah I'm proud of the progress that I made today

I wanna thank old me for paving the way

Some days I've been thinkin' bout just givin' up

Ego-filled, seems like I'm not enough

Then I look back at where I was last year

That version of me would've been in tears

What I'm sayin', you should never give the fuck up

Don't give the time when they've been sayin' you was lucked up

Cause I ain't seein' nothin' lucky about you

I'ma work up in silence and they gon' wonder how I got up

No, I won't give out no handouts

I've dated pretty women, always leavin' them fanned out

I've dealt with anger issues, now it's harder to crash out

And booted out the people that would always just latch out on me

Yeah, my life is gettin' crazy

Yeah, I ain't let nobody else change me

Yeah, even on the days that I'm hurtin

Yeah, I never let another woman phase me

Don't be surprised when you see a clown at a circus

Open your eyes, look around, that's how you learn shit

Stop reminiscing on the past days, just let it be

Manifest your future, with all of your dreams

A little something I would say to myself

I was strugglin' back then, I know I needed my help

Yeah, I'm proud of the progress I've made today

I wanna thank old me for paving the way

Used to wake up with you in the morning

Otherwise, I'm all alone and mourning

I've been gettin' high, I can't stand it

I can't control my thoughts when I'm smokin

No, I ain't really much of a drinker

I've been gettin' drunk off a sip

I got Aperol Spritz in my cup

But it's not my fault, you're the reason, no

Like I said, I won't let any of that get on my nerves

But it's obvious I care, you can tell that it hurts me

Listen to my own advice, don't think about the past

But it's hard to stay in present moment

Life is movin' fast for me

Yeah, my life is gettin' crazy

Yeah, I ain't let nobody else change me

Yeah, even on the days that I'm hurtin

Yeah, I never let another woman phase me

Don't be surprised when you see a clown at a circus

Open your eyes, look around, that's how you learn shit

Stop reminiscing on the past days, just let it be

Manifest your future with all of your dreams

A little somethin' I would say to myself

I was strugglin' back then, I know I needed my help

Yeah I'm proud of the progress that I made today

I wanna thank old me for paving the way

Don't be surprised when you see a clown at a circus

Open your eyes, look around, that's how you learn shit

Stop reminiscing on the past days, just let it be

Manifest your future with all of your dreams

A little somethin' I would say to myself

I was strugglin' back then, I know I needed my help

Yeah I'm proud of the progress that I made today

I wanna thank old me for paving the way

I wanna thank old me for paving the way