I Messed up. (Run) Lyrics

We hit Paris yeah that trip was something

Luxury dining shopping choices eclectic

Met a baddie her crib was like a palace

But deep down I was tripping felt disconnected

You were back home holding it down so loyal

While I was out wildin' thinking I was royal

All the late-night texts I should've ignored 'em

Now I'm drowning in this guilt can't afford 'em

Wishing I could turn back the hands of time

Erase the nights when I crossed the line

I had it all but I let it slip

Now I'm haunted by your absence it's a trip

Oh I messed up babe—(run)

Can't take it back no way—(run)

It's killing me slow—(run)

How I let you go—(run)

So sorry—(run)

I'm sorry—(run)

Can't undo this pain—(run)

But I'm begging you to stay—(run)

She was just a distraction a quick escape

But I traded forever for a temporary place

Now I'm back in the crib walls closing in

Your scent still lingers but it's wearing thin

Friends say "Move on" but they don't know

The depth of this void it continues to grow

Was it worth it? Nah it never was

I threw away a diamond chasing after fuzz

Late nights on the block trying to numb the pain

But every high brings your face back again

All these bottles all these blunts they can't erase

The echo of your voice the tears on your face

Oh I messed up babe—(run)

Can't take it back no way—(run)

It's killing me slow—(run)

How I let you go—(run)

So sorry—(run)

I'm sorry—(run)

Can't undo this pain—(run)

But I'm begging you to stay—(run)

So I'm here writing verses in the dark

Hoping these words reach your heart

But I know it's too late the damage is done

Still I'll hold onto hope that you'll be the one…

That'll forgive a fool who lost his way

And maybe just maybe we'll find a brighter day