SCARED TO LOVE ft. Chyde Lyrics

SCARED TO LOVE ft. Chyde - Parker Jack

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Lyrics added by Geezy

All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up

Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough

I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up

Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up

Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough

I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up

Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

I've been, I've been down

All these thoughts in my head get loud

I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell

If I'm the only one, there's no one else above

That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

Now I'm sitting in my room

Question everything I do

Feel like I don't want to move

Like I don't really deserve it

Tell me where the proof is

I'm feeling like a nuisance

No, I'm not perfect

Am I a bad person?

I don't know if its true

I've been tripping over things that I would normally move

Its such a bad mood that its becoming normal to you

I catch myself inside of a mirror, now I'm dodging a view

Apologizing don't mean a thing if I'm not gonna change

And what's the point of moving forward if I'm losing my way

And making us both look bad no matter the day

I don't wanna be the person your afraid to claim

What if I could find us a reason to push, fight on, keep on breathing

I don't know if I can but I'll sure as hell try

I don't wanna be a person that you can't rely on

All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up

Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough

I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up

Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

I've been, I've been down

All these thoughts in my head get loud

I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell

If I'm the only one, there's no one else above

That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

I don't know if I changed or if its just the pain that changed me

Sometimes I cope but I'm trying not to let it break me

Just know I take the blame for everything that made me

Everything that made me

Know that I've been distant lately

You ask me "Baby, are you sad? It feels like you hate me"

I say "Your the only thing that makes me happy lately"

Sometimes I'm holding in the things when I should just say it

I just need to know my feelings are reciprocated

Waking up from the night sweats

Beauty hold me tight, she got nightmares

Yeah, I know how shitty it might get, but know why sometimes I am like this

And I hate feeling vulnerable

I make a mess, you make a home beautiful

I'm just scared to love cause I don't really wanna to lose you

I don't wanna lose you

All of the mess that I made, left you to clean it up

Knowing that I could've changed, but wasn't strong enough

I blamed it all on you, I thought you'd give up

Knowing that I'm the one whose truly scared to love

I've been, I've been down

All these thoughts in my head get loud

I get lost in sounds that remind me of how you fell

If I'm the only one, there's no one else above

That means that I'm the one whose truly scared to love